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But you have time to get whatever you want, you have time to pick yourself up, no matter how big of a mess you are.

I can’t do it and I feel really sick right now I don’t want to puke I want to die I don’t understand anything this is my 4th attempt now and it’s going to fuck up I’m going to puke it all up again I can tell and it makes me so angry now I’m such a fuck up I can’t even die without failing and so many people have cared and worried because of me and my life is like no I’m going to make them hate you so puke up that stuff and live and suffer and I just want to go! Why does this happen to me! Why me ! Why anyone! I wouldn’t wish my worst enemy to feel like I do. I’m such a failure. I’m dead inside. Lifeless. Empty. Why? I don’t know anymore!! I never knew !! I’ve tried it I’ve tried hanging and the bar broke. Tried taking copious amounts of pills and drinking medicine but this is twice now where I puke it up and carry on suffering. And then even slitting my fucking wrists didn’t kill me! Just bled a lot in pain and then I couldn’t take anymore and bandaged it all up as right as I could and went to school the next day! There is nothing that I being a teenage girl could try left ! I’m so angry and hurt and suffering! I can feel all of that shit trying to get out of me and it hurts me knowing that if it just stayed there then I would be gone!

You can’t regret once you’re dead! You can’t hurt or regret or miss people or be broken inside because you can’t feel! It’s all coming and I’m going to fucking live all because I’m such a failure I can’t even die right! I can’t stop crying and failing at everything! For fucks sake. I’m sorry I scared everyone and made people worry. It want meant to go this way. I’m sorry for everything.

δεν είναι αυτοκτονία όταν είσαι ήδη νεκρός μέσα .

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Anonymous
I've never got the chance to talk to you..

You’re talking to me now, dear.!

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Anonymous
Luke, Beau and Jai have been bullied their entire life and look at them now. Ashton from 5sos has been feeling down and even harming himself, but look at him now. Having three best friend who care about him so much and all his fans. Demi Lovato? What if they gave up? I know I shouldn't be comparing what you're going trough with them, but what if there is story just as big as theirs waiting for you?

I can’t act and I can’t sing and I’m not very funny I just worship people like them because I know that’s as close as I’m going to get. Thank you for caring.!

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Anonymous
i dont know what youre going through. none of us does, and you wont belive me if i say that it will be better. the only thing i can say and i hope you believe some day is that life IS worth it. i can tell you that i tried to kill myself and im glad i stayed alive. and you can be a person that comes to the point where you are happy to be alive again without making this horrible experience. use your chance. give thisnworld another chance to show you its not bad at all. stay strong, i love you

I just feel like it would’ve got better by now if it was going to get better. Stay strong yourself.!

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Anonymous
You have so many reasons to be happy love, don't let anyone take that away from you! Look at all these people trying to save you, I'm sorry you don't feel that your family and friends don't love or care about you, but please know that we do! Please stay in our world, we'll try whatever we can to make you smile again xx

You people are the only reason I have to be happy and I wish I could be happy for your sake but I’m done

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Anonymous
Please don't do anything to hurt or kill yourself babe, you deserve to live a long happy life. Think about all the good things that have happened to you, make yourself smile whenever you have the chance. Please don't kill yourself, people care about you, we all love you. Some might not show it too well, but please believe it. I love you xxxx

I don’t deserve anything. Not worth it. Thanks for caring!.

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Anonymous
Do you know how many cities wants to meet you? Do u know how many books wants to see you cry for them? Do u know how important are for so many people?? Don't give up, keep trying, I know its really hard bc I almost did it like 2 years ago, but KEEP doin it, u can do it, Its hard its fucking hard but don't lose yourself now.

This is beautiful

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Anonymous
AHAT HAVE YOU DONE WHATS HAPPENING PLEASE SAY YOU HAVENT DONE ANYTHIG STUPID I LOVE YOU PLEASE IF YOUVE TAKEN TABLETS GO THROW THEM UP YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR YOURE A BEAUTIFUL YOUNG GIRL AND YOU CAN OVERCOME ANYTHJNG AND EVERYRHING

If I throw them up them I might regret it and it will hurt for a while and I will wish I was dead and that I hadn’t thrown hem up

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Anonymous
This probably won't mean much, as I understand nothing can change what you're going through, but even though I don't know you, or have ever met you, if you die, you've impacted my life, and it hurts seeing you like this, and knowing you would be gone, would hurt just as much. You are now currently apart of my thoughts, I don't want to see you go, knowing I failed to save a life

This is not your fault in any way. Just by being part of my tumblr you’ve made me happy! Don’t think like it’s your fault I’m sad. Think like it’s you who made me happy.

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Anonymous
stop this okay. idk if you're joking or not but you're really upsetting me right now. atm there are at least 2 persons who worry about you - me and that other (or more of them) anon messaging you. Whatever you're through, you'll be okay. IT WILL GET BETTER. IT WILL. there ARE people that care about you, I do. okay. pls stop this.

Sorry I took a while to reply to this. Thank you! I care about you. And everyone who’s here. Everybody. Thank you!

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Anonymous
You're making me cry stop it stop it now throw up please call a hotline just please

If I throw it up then I will just wish that I hadn’t and that I had died

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Anonymous
hi. i've been scrolling past my dash for a while now and i noticed something's wrong. i'm really bad at comforting people but i'll try:) whatever you're doing right now please stop. there are people who care about you, trust me. please don't do something silly and stay strong:) you are a lovely person and i'm sure you'll find someone who cares a lot about you very soon. just please, keep on going! it will get better, i promise!

You’re really sweet! Thank you for talking. Thank you for caring

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Anonymous
please, pleae, please stay! i love you and i care and i know that there are so many people that thnik like i do! please dont go!

Thank you so much for caring.!

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Anonymous
i love you a lot please don't

You’re very sweet!

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Anonymous
we do care okay

I know you guys do but I can’t live on the amazing people who I scroll past for half an hour every few days and I wish I could

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